David Swiatek I Guess I have to get this off my chest, And I think I will have alot of company on this one, No one will ever know what another person is going through, even if they say I know what your going through, No You Don't, Every Delema is Uniqe to that person, There are people that I know that have had it alot easier than I, and say to me, How in the hell can you be that bad off, And how could you let things get this screwed up, If I could tell you that, Then I could pick the winning lotto numbers, Who the hell knows how things get so screwed up, I sure as hell don't, But don't pass your judgment on me, And tell me how It should be and what I should do, Maybe what worked for you, Won't nesseserilly Work for me, I just get tired hearing some people telling me how bad they had it, When Thier water got shut off, or thier gas or electric got cut off, As they drive away In a brand new car or truck, to their custom built House, Yeah my luck kinda got alittle shakey, and alot of crap hit me right between the eyes, and I'm not proud to say I asked for help were ever I could get it, and yes do to some medicial issues that devistated me by Losing my Home, Car, and put my credit score into the single didgits, and Having every utility shut off a time or two, Not to mention being at Deaths door step Three times in the last 15yrs, So Go ahead tell me how rough you had it, When your laid up in the Hospitial and wondering the night before you go under the knife, if your ever gonna see your loved ones again, Go ahead tell me how bad you had it, Everyones situation is different, I don't know how bad it was fopr you, and You don't have any Idea What the hell I'm going through or been through, Sorry I Have to get it off my chest, And There were People that seen what we we'er going through and helped without being asked, And these people know who they are, And that I will be Indebted them the rest of my days for what they did for my family when I was unable to, I owe them Dearly, and They will be Repaid in Full by Me and By Our Lord, I had Family that turned away at that time, I know It's hard to belive, That some non related people are more family than family, Really what i'm trying say is, until you walked a couple miles in my shoes, and seen what i've seen and been were I've been,And fought the fights that Iv'e fought, Don't try and tell me or mine were I should be at this time in my life, And sometimes it really does hurt alot when someone boast's about how much they have, or the new car they got, or how good there doing, Belive me I'm Happy for them, Just don't keep rubbing my snoot in it, I get the Picture, Maybe someday My ship will Finally come in ,, And hopfully I won't be at the Airport when it do'es, And I'll say this, I appreciate the little things alot more now, I think everyone should have to get humbled, Not the way I did, But just enough to were they have to Reboot themselves, And remember were they came from, And Yeah I'm going back to work after almost being out a year, and guess what, We'er going to have a Dollar Store Christmas, Cause we'er a little light on the doe, But At least we'er gonna have Christmas, Who cares about the cash, at least we'll have our freinds and Family, As long as I have Them I'm the Richest Man Alive, And I thank God For Them, I Guess I got A little carried away, Didn't mean to vent, And hope I didn't hurt anyones Feelings, But I just had to say something about it, And I'm sure you know people like that too, You we'er thinking about it, And I said it Right ? I wish all of My F,B. freinds and family A very Merry Christmas, and A Very Happy and Healthy and Prosperous New Year, I love You all ,And too All A Good Nite,,,,,
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